Chocolate or Sin... one, both or neither?

So I was thinking today....

Last week was not so good. Friday the teachers were blessed with a chocolate heaven from the love of our PTO. Well... in most circumstances it would be FABULOUS! But I have not had refined sugar for over 2 months. So plate of chocolate for lunch on friday was mearly the begining of a bad rollercoaster ride that went only down... down... down. First a plate of chocolate then more chocoalte, then desert, then ice cream, then more and more and no giving up. So what I did was sink deeper and deeper into the false promises of that sweet taste on my tongue, the sweet taste going down my throat, then sinking like a heavy rock in the pit of my stomach. I am officially adicted to sugar!